The title means "The sadness will last forever"...I am not speaking English so well, but I think this is how it should be translated.

Before you correct me that this is not proper French, you must know these were the last words of Vincent van Gogh :"La tristesse durera toujours"


A bit of an older image. I am reuploading it, so you can add it back if you wish.


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I made this photo before depression and anorexia got me. So it has a meaning for me. At that time my mother was getting sicker and sicker and I will be honest to admit... i thought she will die. I am NOT afraid of my own death, but i am terrified to lose the loved ones. I wonder how will i react, what will i do ? This scares me...and when my mother got so ill that she could barely move, i thought all is over for me...

I thank with all my heart to my husband who took so much care of me and supported me. I swear to God, i don't know what would I do without him. He is strong and tender in the same time and he knows how to make me feel safe. I am lucky to have him, because he pulled me so many times out of the darkness.
For the ones who asked me, I am much better now and even i am still underweight, I am better and going to much much better. Also my mother is a bit better and hope with all my heart to see her much healthier.

Thanks for looking


Camera used Olympus.
Model :me, photographer :me
Used dodge tool on the iris and selective color option on the hair.

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